18 - Hello, Again, Hello

Alright, well, Here I am again. Thought for awhile that I might never make it back here to update, but, So it goes.

Its Monday. Mondays suck. 18th of May... Can't remember if i had an online name for her or not yet... but the GF before Ginger, its her Bday today. She lives back in our hometown again now with her husband and their little 6 month old. I'm very happy for them and a little saddend that i didn't get to stop by and say hey this weekend when i was in town. Ah well, maybe next time.

3 days. In three days I'll be in Cali. I'm incredibly nervous but just as equally excited to get out there and to actually 'meet' Star for the first time. Its still too far away I want thursday to be here .now.

Not sure whats going on right now between Jaden and I. She says she needs some de-stressing time. I'm takign that to mean that I've somehow become a stress to her. Not exactly a good thing nor something i'm proud of if its true.

Head/neck/shoulder hurts right now... Going to give this a rest for a minute and grab some lunch... possibly more later, possibly nothign else for months... y'all know the drill.

out.